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Went out wi me mates Saturday like usual. Started at the Bigg Market round 8 had few pints some jagerbombs usual weekend stuff. Lads were proper rowdy Jamie was goin on bout his new job at the shipyar
Another week on the road. Another hotel room that looks exactly like the last one. Sometimes I wonder if these places are designed to make business travelers slowly lose their minds. Liverpool this ti
I hate the pre-booking conversation. Every single time. There's this moment where I have to explain my body, my transness, and hope the person I'm about to see doesn't suddenly decide I'm too complica
Manchester to Leeds, Leeds to Newcastle, back down to Birmingham. Some weeks the motorway feels like my only real home. My exec Audi's seen more of Britain than most people ever will. And yeah ok I kn
Another brutal week at the bank. Twelve-hour days, back-to-back meetings, constant pressure from senior management. By Friday, I was completely burnt out. My usual go-to for decompression is Alice, a
Right so lemme tell ya how a proper night goes in Newcastle. Lads night out starts early doors at the Bigg Market few pints in me then we're bouncin between bars. Everyone's loud everyone's mad everyo
Last weekend I met Sarah. She was recommended by another sex worker in a trans-friendly network. Those networks are lifelines, honestly. Not just for safety but for understanding.I always have to have
Used to think recovery meant being a monk. Zero desire. Zero contact. But thats not how addiction works innit. Recovery is about managing urges not pretending they dont exist.When im feeling low and t
People don't talk about how disabled folks get physical connection. Not really. They talk around it. About care. About medical stuff. But not about skin. About wanting to be held. About sex.Sarah was
Another midweek afternoon. Another quiet hotel room. These daytime encounters always feel different than what people imagine nighttime hookups to be like. Im working nights at the factory so my body c
I've been thinking a lot about the different energies male and female escorts bring to encounters. Being bi gives me this weird insight most clients don't get. It's not just about physical stuff. It's
Another week of grinding through spreadsheets and watching the FTSE inch downward. The trading floor feels like a tomb right now. Everyone's nerves are frayed and the coffee's gone cold.I booked Elena
Growing up in a traditional Sikh household means silence about sex is basically a cultural religion. My parents still talk about arranging my marriage like it's some grand ceremony where love will mag
four years sober and i still get the itch. not the drug itch. the human touch itch. the connection itch. recovery rooms tell u to avoid all ur old triggers but what if the trigger keeps u stable.escor
Right so last saturday was proper mint. Lads from work been givin me grief bout bein single n all that so I says to meself gonna treat meself. Been a rough month workin extra shifts at the site n need
Nights behind the bar get long sometimes. Proper long. Liverpool weekend crowds are mental but once everyone's gone home and I'm cleaning up, it hits different. Quiet. Lonely.Most lads my age go on Ti
Another brutal week at the bank. Market's been unforgiving and my team's been pushing hard on this infrastructure financing deal. By Friday afternoon, I was wound tighter than a City trader during Bre
There's this moment right before I reach out to a new escort where my hands shake a bit. Not from nerves about the sex part. From nerves about the trans part.Every time, I have to decide how and when