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pete_leeds

England · Leeds · Member since Dec 2025
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Former addict, clean for 4 years. Raw, unflinching writing about recovery and desire.

why i see escorts instead of drinking

Used to think recovery meant being a monk. Zero desire. Zero contact. But thats not how addiction works innit. Recovery is about managing urges not pretending they dont exist.When im feeling low and t

1 Apr 2026 👁 30

how seeing escorts helped me stay clean

four years sober and i still get the itch. not the drug itch. the human touch itch. the connection itch. recovery rooms tell u to avoid all ur old triggers but what if the trigger keeps u stable.escor

18 Mar 2026 👁 40

clean doesn't mean dead: desire after recovery

four years sober dont mean the hunger goes away. just means u learn to manage it different. used to feed every craving instant. heroin. sex. whatever filled the hole. now i think bout things more care

22 Jan 2026 👁 46