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I've spent close to €20,000 on escorts over five years. Not something I'm proud of, but also not something I'm entirely ashamed of. The math haunts me sometimes. That's a car. A kitchen renovation. Un
Sometimes I wonder if my social anxiety is why I became a software developer. Code makes sense. People don't. Last night with Siobhan felt like debugging human interaction.I booked her through a discr
Theres a lot that happens in a pub after the last regulars stumble out. Theres stories that dont get told. Conversations that hover just above a whisper. And Im not just talking about the drink talkin
Sometimes I wonder if my wife would recognize the man I become in those hotel rooms. Not the successful consultant who comes home with spreadsheets and business dinners, but someone softer. More vulne
Theres things men dont talk about in the pub. Not the football scores or the cattle prices. The real stuff. The loneliness. The hunger. Old lads like meself who spend decades married and suddenly find
ive watched a ton of porn over the years like most guys my age and lets be real. it sets up some crazy unrealistic expectations. when i finally booked my first escort i thought it would be exactly lik
It's another Wednesday. Mary's watching her programs downstairs and I'm up here pretending to work. We haven't been intimate in years. Not really intimate. I mean physically, obviously, but also just.
so everyone talks about sex like its this magical thing thats gonna be perfect and smooth and hot all the time. porn does that. all these unrealistic scenarios where everything just works. im gonna be
Rite so been thinkin bout this since me last few bookings. When ur workin construction like me u get jobs all over and ur paychecks mean u can treat urself. City girls in Dublin always cost more but p
People always want to talk about the sex when it comes to escorts, but nobody really talks about the money. And I mean really talks about it. Not just the hourly rate, but the total economic ecosystem
Sometimes what I miss most isn't sex. It's the quiet moments. The shared silence over morning coffee, a hand touching yours while watching some rubbish telly. My marriage ended three years ago and I'd
Since the separation two years back, Im finding out how expensive it is to basically run two households. Child support, separate rent, keeping both places somewhat decent. Its a financial squeeze that
Small towns are brutal when you're trying to keep something private. Waterford might not be Dublin, but it's big enough that you can't know everyone yet small enough that everyone knows something abou
Sometimes the silence out here gets too much. Farm work is just me and the fields most days, no conversation cept maybe the local at the pub on saturday if im lucky. Thats why i drive. City is 2 hours
Another Friday night in Dublin and I'm staring at lines of JavaScript instead of making eye contact with anyone at the pub. My social anxiety isn't just a barrier. It's a full-on firewall blocking any
Been working a big contract down in cork and thought id share some thoughts about the difference between city and rural escort scenes. Gotta say its not all the same across ireland.In dublin you get m
Christ, I was a wreck before my first time. Post breakup with Sarah, six months of zero action and honestly feeling like complete shite about myself. My mate Darren suggested checking out an agency in
Look, I'll be straight up. Moving back to Sligo after years in Dublin was not my smartest move. Don't get me wrong, I love my hometown, but the dating scene here is basically a ghost town. Those apps?