Regular visitor to Dublin. Love the nightlife and the people.
I've spent close to €20,000 on escorts over five years. Not something I'm proud of, but also not something I'm entirely ashamed of. The math haunts me sometimes. That's a car. A kitchen renovation. Un
Sometimes I wonder if my wife would recognize the man I become in those hotel rooms. Not the successful consultant who comes home with spreadsheets and business dinners, but someone softer. More vulne
People always want to talk about the sex when it comes to escorts, but nobody really talks about the money. And I mean really talks about it. Not just the hourly rate, but the total economic ecosystem
I don't write this to justify anything. Just to be honest about something complex that doesn't fit neatly into good or bad categories. My marriage isn't broken. Sarah and I are solid. We have two kids
Sometimes I wonder if my wife knows how lonely a marriage can get. Not the kind of lonely where you're physically apart, but where you're emotionally disconnected. Where conversations become transacti
I'm going to keep this vague in ways that'll probably be obvious. That's just how it is when you're from where I'm from. Belfast is a wee place. The bits that matter, the...
Most people assume seeing an escort is just about physical release. They're wrong. Dead wrong. After five years of this, I've realized it's about something far more complicated.Take last week's encoun
I started seeing escorts about three years after the divorce. I want to be upfront about that because the reason I started matters for understanding where I am now compared to where I was. The...
I've been thinking a lot about money lately. Not just the usual business spreadsheets and quarterly reports, but the specific economics of seeing escorts. It's a strange marketplace, really. You're no
I've been thinking a lot about connection lately. Not just physical stuff, but the deeper things that happen between two people. When I first started seeing escorts, I thought it was just about sex. Q