Never thought Id be writing this, but here we are. After my last relationship went to bits, I was in a weird headspace. Lonely as hell, honestly. All my mates were coupled up and there I was scrolling through dating apps and getting absolutely nowhere.
My first time seeing an escort was nerve-wracking. Sweating like mad, hands shaking when I sent that first message. You start overthinking everything - will she think Im weird, am I doing this right, what if something goes wrong. Total brain spiral.
Cork not being massive means you hear things. Reputation travels fast. So I was paranoid about picking someone legit. Did loads of research on agencies versus independents. Ended up going with an independent who had good reviews and seemed sound.
Pro tip if youre nervous: just be sound. Treat the person like a human. No weird power trips, no awkward small talk. Be respectful, clean, and direct about what youre after. Didnt take long to realize these are professionals doing a job. Just like any other service.
Wasnt as scary as Id built up in my head. Actually felt pretty good afterward. Not just physically - but like Id taken control of something in my life when everything else felt chaotic.