Right so. First time seeing an escort can mess with your head. I was legit shaking when I booked my first appointment. After my ex left me last year, I was proper lonely and knew I needed something different from the usual pub scene in Cork.
Most lads talk big game but Im gonna be honest - I was terrified. Didnt know the protocol, worried about looking like an idiot. What do you wear? How do you start the conversation? Will she think Im desperate?
My first booking was through an agency in town. Clean place, professional setup. The girl was sound - could tell she picked up on my nerves straight away. Made me feel comfortable without making a big deal about it. We talked for like 15 minutes before anything happened. Just normal chat about Cork, weather, nothing sexual.
Pro tip if youre nervous: just be sound. Treat the person like a human. No weird moves. Pay upfront, be clean, respect boundaries. Its not rocket science but loads of lads get it wrong.
Wasnt some magical experience that fixed everything. But it helped. Took the edge off the loneliness. Sometimes thats enough.